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　　失败的循环

　　害怕失败 -> 拘泥细节 -> 决策失误、执行迟钝 -> 患得患失 -> 缺乏策略 -> 拼命干活 -> 劳累过度 -> 无从发泄 -> 堕落消沉 -> 错过机会 -> 更加害怕失败

　　成功的循环

　　不怕失败 -> 不拘小节 -> 决策合理，执行迅速 -> 胜不骄，败不馁 -> 积累策略 -> 工作高效 -> 劳逸结合 -> 心情舒畅 -> 乐观向上 -> 把握先机 -> 更加不怕失败

　　跳出恶性循环的参考解决方案：

平常心做事，按时作息，按时交工，注意保健，不断学习，偶尔做些策略思考，力求有所进步，不求一步到位

Slow down, so that I may notice the most important logic details that keep the business running.
And then,
Speed up, so that I may keep pace with, even lead the business growth.

If there are natural laws that applies to everything I do, this is one of them:

-- "Everything that can go wrong, will go wrong."

This law sometimes seemed not obvious, because most of the time, I might have lost my mind and faith to investigate the causual connections after a careless failure, or lucky success.

I will not deceive myself by ignoring unobvious failures, or enjoying nominal successes.

Patience is a necessary, but not sufficient prerequisite for any practical achievements.

No matter how great my life' goal is, or how far or how fast I would move forward in future, I will have to do essential trivial tasks in advance. If I lose my patience and overlook basic knowledge or skills, I will most probably get lost in endless show-offs / interest-switchings and wander into somewhere I didn't expect to trap myself.

Refer to "side road model" for a picture illustration.

I use to think my brain productivity won't be affected too much if I stay up late, but I was wrong.

Enough sleep usually leads to a more productive brain when I am trying to fulfill a difficult task, either long-term or short-term. Because my brain usually works more efficiently when I get up earlier in the morning.

So my next step will be: try to form a better sleeping habit, always go to bed earlier so my mind will be more "fruitful" in the moring.